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Dec. 27th, 2005 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
litchthe she-wolf waits in my dreams
you know that image of someone struggeling to keep it together, on the verge of breaking down but supressing their emotions and choking it back
you want them to just let go, own the emotion and experience it
but you want to know what happens if they do? the emotion just goes on and on, it goes on until the last drop of blood slides out of their heart and there's nothing for the emotion to ride on, and nothings changed, nothing helps
all you are left with is exhaustion
the idea is you then have a stable base in reality at that point from which you can go forward and make a life that isn't such a shuddering ball of fear and pain
yeah right, fucking pipe dreams
life is pain highness
you know that image of someone struggeling to keep it together, on the verge of breaking down but supressing their emotions and choking it back
you want them to just let go, own the emotion and experience it
but you want to know what happens if they do? the emotion just goes on and on, it goes on until the last drop of blood slides out of their heart and there's nothing for the emotion to ride on, and nothings changed, nothing helps
all you are left with is exhaustion
the idea is you then have a stable base in reality at that point from which you can go forward and make a life that isn't such a shuddering ball of fear and pain
yeah right, fucking pipe dreams
life is pain highness
