What do you want.
Aug. 31st, 2006 10:51 amThe consensus (which makes all kinds of sense to me) seems to be that what I have isn't what I want.
And yeah, I kinda knew that. The problem is I am not to clear on what I do want, I've been thinking a lot the last few months about opening my own business, but all the work involved in that intimidates the hell out of me.
I like what I am doing, my life is going damn comfortably. It takes some powerful stupidity to upset things when on any objective level the vast majority of my needs are getting met.
Fortunately my sub-conscious seems more than up to the task. It just pisses me off like crazy that rather than consciously realize I'm unhappy and begin to make the changes in an measured orderly manner the inner brat has to go kicking up the applecart.
And yeah, I kinda knew that. The problem is I am not to clear on what I do want, I've been thinking a lot the last few months about opening my own business, but all the work involved in that intimidates the hell out of me.
I like what I am doing, my life is going damn comfortably. It takes some powerful stupidity to upset things when on any objective level the vast majority of my needs are getting met.
Fortunately my sub-conscious seems more than up to the task. It just pisses me off like crazy that rather than consciously realize I'm unhappy and begin to make the changes in an measured orderly manner the inner brat has to go kicking up the applecart.