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Struck Silent (electronically)

Well that sucks

I have been off my stride this last week or two, getting to work late: before I have to be there (usually), but after I should be, and definately not when I expect to be.

Lot of things

Staying up too late (10:30... 11, even midnight)
Not getting any exercise
forgetting to take prozac regularly (It's been at least a week and I suspect maybe longer)

I think I may have flown off the handle and tremendously over reacted to nancy...

I have not been attentive to my bills

so I tried to take care of some things, I needed nancy's social security number to change a utility to my name, and I flipped out when she didn;t answer me instantly on chat.

Then I put off doing something about my phone until this evening and there's a problem with my credit card that won't let me order the new phone I want. I suspect I am hitting the limit... I haven't paid my credit cards my reimbursement for my eyes and I am only going to be able to pay part of it because I have to pay my shrink bill down (I owe the guy over 4k).

I need to get out from under Nancy and My debt. I am going to try one more time to qualify for a mortgage for the house that will let me buy out nancy's equity and see if I can pin her down to using the combined equity to pay off our pre-split debt, and figure out exactly what she owes me for credit cards & other stuff since the split. I got a refinance solicitation in the mail from chase, our current mortgage holder. I just have to call an 800 #...

WHich brings me back to the phone, which prevents me from finding out for sure why I can't get a new phone and despair at the habits which have lead me to putmyself in this position