ext_5592 ([identity profile] newblksusan.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] litch 2005-10-30 07:27 am (UTC)

I just woke up from a very nice, beautiful & much needed sleep as a result of someone else's blog. I

How ironic.
I had just awakened from a very nice, beautiful sleep based on something that I experienced on someone else's blog right before I closed my eyes. No joke. Indeed, I'm certain I noted in my post on this gentleman's particular blog that he had provided for me the most amazing, beautiful image for me to be able to close my eyes and lull myself to sleep. That's how my mind works. Unfortunately, if I read something before I go to bed (as I'm always reading something ) I WILL have whatever from what I read infiltrate my sleep/dreams. It happens ALL THE TIME. . .
so given all the stress and demands on my life I USE LIVE JOURNAL TO SEARCH FOR BEAUTY, INSIGHT, CONNECTION TO WONDERFUL IDEAS AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE. That's what writers/artists do constantly --- look for sources of inspiration and for "connection". I've told you that in private emails for goodness sake, Litch! I even told you that in a private email I had sent you BEFORE you made your post so what is up with that, your acting like you don't know the real reason why I surf LJ and how what I have valued most about my LJ connections has not ususally come to me courtesy of what appears on your blog! But your blog has, in a odd way TAKEN ME TO PLACES/PEOPLE for which or whom I AM GRATEFUL I HAVE ENDED UP!
and there are people who know this based on what they've seen me post on their blogs, OK?
I can't remember the name of the one chick, but I was in awe of the picture of her Nan and the background and even started a short story about that photo (I noted that I would and I did. My mind works that way so that's what I REALLY do when I'm "DISTRACTED" --- look for ways to inspire myself in MY WRITING that has NOTHING to do with YOU or your blog, but my own need to keep the fires of my CREATIVITY going. Why would you deny that truth, Litch? There are too many posts from me on any number of blogs that can verify what I just typed. And some of the folks who regularly read your blog may, therefore, be nodding their heads in absolute agreement as they read this, thinking of things they've seen from me on their blogs or that of their friends when I was not about "drama" or a "fight" so don't generalize about me, OK?
And I'm not going to let you ruin what was the most restful sleep I have had, courtesy of reading some really awful nice poetry and seeing these breathtaking image of the moon coming through the clouds. And that image/photo and the lines of the poetry lulled me to sleep. That's what I use Live Journal for. But let's face it: I can't get that from your blog and I guess why you're only characterizing based on what YOU choose to see, but not only what others see and truly KNOW.


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